Summary of my days

Yesterday was such a good day (: i felt so loved. hehe. mhm..but today was so blah. sht today, a ball hit me in the back wen i was sitting down, & some stupid lil boys start bitching at me. Fck!at first i was like all blank cuz i didnt realized they was bitching at me, & then wen i realized it, hella people was already backing me up so yea,i let it go cuz my friends cussed it all out for me. lol. but still. i hate it when stupidass lil kids start talking to you like they r so superior or something. especially if they r like hella ugly & not cute.
p.s. i dont like cussing in chinese o_o idk y, i just dont.

Mhm..let me name the reasons why yesterday was soo great.
1. HIM
2. HIM
3. HIM

ahaha, people im scared...im really falling for him. i swear, he's like a drug to me & baby im already hella addicted. seriously, heads over heels for him :/ i dont like it tho...i feel unsafe wen im like this, he can oh so easily break my tiny hear
*sign...i can't help it, but idk. still wouldnt call it love. but it's very very very serious infatuation.
ohh, but just thinking bout him makes me feel all warm & fuzzy inside. his hugs makes me feel so safe, his kisses are amazing, his scent melts me.
EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM MAKES ME GO CRAZY FOR HIM! EVERYTHING DRAWS ME IN !!
Lol that reminds me of a line from twilight.
i think it went like this
Edward: I'm the world's most dangerous predator. Everything about me invites you in. My voice, my face, even my smell...
Oh yes, grr..i simply can't resist ;p
&& even tho im not the luckiest girl with the best bf in the world..still..im happy when im with him. enough said
& im gonna try to get past all the times i get dissapointed by him or watever. cuz lets face it , all guys can be jerks at times.
in fact...i think im the type to fall for jerks ;p
oh well...even if he is, he's my jerk <3 all other girls better back off, cuz.... i bite :E ROFL! im a vicious beast ;D
HEHE..yesterday night was total bliss. went tot sleep in his jacket.this is the second time i've done this w/ a guy's jacket & OMG, the first time was sooo retarded, ugh..wish i can delete that chapter of my life.
anywayysss it smelled soo good. felt like he was rite next to me. and i wore it all day <3 aha wish i didnt tho cuz now htat jacket dont smell like it no more, smells like me ;D

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