Never

It hurts. why do i keep reading those words over and over again. why?

"i will make u love me "
FUCK THAT STUPID BITCH WHO SAID THATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!
i needa chill, i needa stop reading, i needa stop being so obesessive.
i just needa stop. But really, i think im just in too deep. i never meant to love u this much. i never thought i'd get so hurt over a stupid guy. i never thought i'd turn into those stupid girls. never, but now, i realized one thing, and that is in life, anything can happen.
i never thought i'd be here, but i am
i never thought i'd lose u, and now im slowing losing u
i never thought i'd care about education so much, but now im enlightened
i never thought i'd be this empty, but now look
i never thought i'd be such a bitch, but no i am
i never thought i'd care so much, but now i do
>>expect the unexpected.

During these few days, i felt really enlightened by those ancient chinse literature they make u learn in school. I use to think it was useless, waste of time how teachers make u memorize them, but as time passed, i began to understand them, understand the meaning behind it. And i have to say, they make so much sense now. When i find myself in a bad mood, for some reason i'd always think back to those quotes..aha. i've changed (: for better or for worse, i guess that's not for me to decide.

Bad Mood

I hate it, im so mad, why im i so mad? its over right? but i cant help it.

i hate it when bitches think they can just go up at take ur guy,am i really that unthreatening? fuck it, i hate how u act so nice to them too, why would u wanna lead someone on and make them like u more? u didnt do anything wrong, no, but it hurts me real real bad. She has a bf now, that hoe chased four guys and one by one, they turned her down and now she has a bf. Ha, i laugh...

It's over,gone, but time and time again images of u laughing with her flashes through my head, u guys dont talk no more, why am i tripping? i cant even find a word to describe how im feeling right now, no im not jelouse, i will not be jelouse of a ugly skanky hoe like her. im hurt..i feel like i cant grasp u, cant hold on to u,that any girl would think they can just go up and take u. IT HURTS. and u being mean doesnt help and all.

Ur mad, im mad. ur hurt,im hurt.the end

Pinch

i remember how this was so much fun for so many people ;p