I havnt talked to this certain boy in my life for two weeks, we act like total strangers, like those two years meant nothing.I feel so crushed.
What's gonna sound mean is that I've been going on dates with this twenty year becuz I wanna get rid of that feeling. it not working, and now I feel so bad. I just don't get why it's so hard to get over someone who didn't even treat u that well.
This new guy, he's nice caring and just treats me real well, but somehow I just don't think he's the right guy for me. I think I'm such a stupid girl but I guess this is just how I am, I don't like nice guys, I don't like guys I can manipulate, I like a lil fun in the relationship, I just don't want someone "safe"
Today, the new guy kissed me and it just didn't feel right, I'm so confused and lost right now, and jus can't think straight no more.
I want to get over a guy that didn't treat me the way I deserve, that's all..
Friday, March 18, 2011
Distance makes ppl grow stronger
AsI'm wriing this, it's12:19and a school day tmrrw, I should be asleep but a lotta thoughts just ran through my mind. in the blink of an eye, two years has past since Ive been gone. I have to admit I'm not as miserable as before however I'm still far from happy, but on a more postive note, I guess u can say I'm one step closer than before.
Time pass and I think back to all my childhood friends, friends I made along the way, old friends I reunited with again. and I can't help wondering, do people come in and outta our lifes for a reason?and if so, what reason ? Along with the time and distance I've lost some friends along the way but it made me realize three things. Number one, some ppl's bonds with u are unbreakable and those are the relationships u ought to cherish. Number two, some ppl don't talk to u anymore but in ur heart, u both know u guys will be friends till the end. it's just this sureness in ur heart that tells u that u and that person are destined to be friends no matter what happens in between. Number three, there are just some ppl who just walks into ur life and walks out. they may or may not have been important to u but u know they r not coming back, and yet u don't regret the least of it becuz u knew it was meant to be this way. So far, I'm glad I'm not having a fourth senerio, the one where I'm regretting letting a person walking outta my life.
Distance and time can really help u figure out which ppl are in which categories. It can break a relationship, heal a relationship,or make it grow even stronger.
Life is short, don't chase someone that was meant to be out of ur life, don't neglect someone that's meant to be in ur life, don't fight fate because u'd always lose. Just let whatever shall happen, happen.In other words, Que Sera Sera
AsI'm wriing this, it's12:19and a school day tmrrw, I should be asleep but a lotta thoughts just ran through my mind. in the blink of an eye, two years has past since Ive been gone. I have to admit I'm not as miserable as before however I'm still far from happy, but on a more postive note, I guess u can say I'm one step closer than before.
Time pass and I think back to all my childhood friends, friends I made along the way, old friends I reunited with again. and I can't help wondering, do people come in and outta our lifes for a reason?and if so, what reason ? Along with the time and distance I've lost some friends along the way but it made me realize three things. Number one, some ppl's bonds with u are unbreakable and those are the relationships u ought to cherish. Number two, some ppl don't talk to u anymore but in ur heart, u both know u guys will be friends till the end. it's just this sureness in ur heart that tells u that u and that person are destined to be friends no matter what happens in between. Number three, there are just some ppl who just walks into ur life and walks out. they may or may not have been important to u but u know they r not coming back, and yet u don't regret the least of it becuz u knew it was meant to be this way. So far, I'm glad I'm not having a fourth senerio, the one where I'm regretting letting a person walking outta my life.
Distance and time can really help u figure out which ppl are in which categories. It can break a relationship, heal a relationship,or make it grow even stronger.
Life is short, don't chase someone that was meant to be out of ur life, don't neglect someone that's meant to be in ur life, don't fight fate because u'd always lose. Just let whatever shall happen, happen.In other words, Que Sera Sera
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