Friday, March 18, 2011

I'm just not ready

I havnt talked to this certain boy in my life for two weeks, we act like total strangers, like those two years meant nothing.I feel so crushed.
What's gonna sound mean is that I've been going on dates with this twenty year becuz I wanna get rid of that feeling. it not working, and now I feel so bad. I just don't get why it's so hard to get over someone who didn't even treat u that well.
This new guy, he's nice caring and just treats me real well, but somehow I just don't think he's the right guy for me. I think I'm such a stupid girl but I guess this is just how I am, I don't like nice guys, I don't like guys I can manipulate, I like a lil fun in the relationship, I just don't want someone "safe"
Today, the new guy kissed me and it just didn't feel right, I'm so confused and lost right now, and jus can't think straight no more.
I want to get over a guy that didn't treat me the way I deserve, that's all..

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