Tell me why i like this pic?
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Picture Post
tried out fake eyelashes, only on one eye tho. hehe i love it (:
p.s it is not photoshoped, them eyelashes just make my right eye look so much bigger than the left ;p
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Quick One
Still have some time before i go out so ima blog(;
bout to meet my friend up in an hour or so but still waiting for my hair to dry ;p yep he's gonna help me study for the physics test. hehe he's so nice and supportive to me and im glad i meet him.
rawr but the thing is...i dont wanna be spending too much time with him either cuz i know i wont be happy if my bf was like that w/ another girl :/
*sign...oh well, hope he understands.
Better Today?
Even tho we're back together i still have my doubts. im no longer that naive about relationships. I hope u will be able to put ur words into action. Im happy tho cuz i've seen that u've really tried. I know you love me, just not in the way that i want you to love me...
Let's make this better than last time
Let's make this better than last time
Save The Drama For Your Mama Bitch
You guys have no reason to talk shit about other people & yet u always do. Just admit it, ur jelouse. Everytime you see a boy+girl together u stare & u talk shit about how ugly the girl is or how weird the guy is. YOUR FUCKING PATHETIC!
Not to mention immature. Do u really think that ur future bf will listen to everything u say? BITCH GET REAL! it dont work like that. & u know wat, no guy will ever fall for u cuz u ugly on the inside & out.
&to you. Do u just absolutely hate everyone for no reason. everytime someones name comes up in a conversation. 90% of the time u go "ohh i hate him/her" or just go off talking shit about that person. Nobody's perfect and ur far from it. & wats with you talking about going on vacation back to Cali with me? Are you forreal?? wake up, we're not even that close & i would never wanna go with you. Get this straight, if we were anywhere else but here, i would never even bother with girls like you. But i really dont have any choice now do i?
Girls like you two makes me sick...i've been holding it in for a while now cuz i always try tot see the good in people but damn! u guys make it HARD! im done, im through, and i dont wanna be around people like you no more.
I want friends who would be with me through thick and thin, in other words, true firends. Not just someone i can have a silly retarded laugh with on somebody else's expense.
-Update
Im gonna be pretty busy for a while now...
so here's wsup, im tryna get into another school & get away from my class here.
Why? ha..u guys dont even know how immature and stupid these ppl are -_-, so much that they are an embarassment to the human race. im being mean w/e..u just have to see it for urself to believe it.
So i better study helluh hard from now on cuz they test u on English & Math, and i really really really wanna get in!i only have one way out here so i gotta crasp the oppertunity and not mess up. im willing to give up lunchtime to go library & study. it's okay cuz my bf is gonna be with me to help. i love him ^-^
&yep...he did.
so we're together again.he asked me out again on our anniversary and i said yes (:
3-8-10, we're starting over. & our relationship now is better than ever.. hehe it was funny cuz wen he told ppl we broke up, nobody believed it. LOL
aha, so yesterday, i told him my plan & he was kinda sad cuz that means we wont be hanging out as much no more but he was so supportive (: hehe, he actually started shouting out"加油" helluh louddd! it was almost 9p.m....lol & me made me shout it too. aha helluh ppl stared but its cool cuz i love him like that. he makes me come outta my shell and feel so superhuman (:
one day we gonna find an open feild & just shout out all the things that's bothering us.
so here's wsup, im tryna get into another school & get away from my class here.
Why? ha..u guys dont even know how immature and stupid these ppl are -_-, so much that they are an embarassment to the human race. im being mean w/e..u just have to see it for urself to believe it.
So i better study helluh hard from now on cuz they test u on English & Math, and i really really really wanna get in!i only have one way out here so i gotta crasp the oppertunity and not mess up. im willing to give up lunchtime to go library & study. it's okay cuz my bf is gonna be with me to help. i love him ^-^
&yep...he did.
so we're together again.he asked me out again on our anniversary and i said yes (:
3-8-10, we're starting over. & our relationship now is better than ever.. hehe it was funny cuz wen he told ppl we broke up, nobody believed it. LOL
aha, so yesterday, i told him my plan & he was kinda sad cuz that means we wont be hanging out as much no more but he was so supportive (: hehe, he actually started shouting out"加油" helluh louddd! it was almost 9p.m....lol & me made me shout it too. aha helluh ppl stared but its cool cuz i love him like that. he makes me come outta my shell and feel so superhuman (:
one day we gonna find an open feild & just shout out all the things that's bothering us.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
WTF?!
two days since we've been just "friends" and already some other girl's hitting on him. oh hell no bitch ):< better back off before I find out who u r
ugh..to be honest with myself, I havnt been a ray of sushine lately either, yes what I'm doing is bitchy too );
I made out with him again....ugh! I wanna let go but I can't with him still wanting to be with me and not letting go. FML
idk wat to do now.. I made it clear we are STILL friends!
but we gonna hang afterschool tmrrow....& idk wat that's gonna lead to ;/
I have no self controll when it cones to him
ugh..to be honest with myself, I havnt been a ray of sushine lately either, yes what I'm doing is bitchy too );
I made out with him again....ugh! I wanna let go but I can't with him still wanting to be with me and not letting go. FML
idk wat to do now.. I made it clear we are STILL friends!
but we gonna hang afterschool tmrrow....& idk wat that's gonna lead to ;/
I have no self controll when it cones to him
Fakeass Bitches
So true, it's not being fake when you act nice to people you dont like, its called being civilized. But why would u act like their friends when u talk so much shit behind their backs. THAT is fake.
Now how to u explain that concept to a group of people who all thinks that their way of thinking is right & everyone else is just wrong.
H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S!
Smile For Me Baby (:
But then....when you smiling, it all comes rushing back, even if your not smiling at me , i cant help it, i have no self control ):<
Another thing this week....hehe bestie's mail came! LOl the so called Vday gram came like 2 weeks late -_- oh well i forgive you :D
Yes yes felt so much love, aha THANKKK YOUUUUUU! <3
& thanks for listening to me blab yesterday when i thought my world was falling down -_- yep yep
LOVEEE YOUUUU <3
p.s i will reply ASAP (:
This Crazy Hectic Week ...
*sign...so much going on lately idk where to begin. havn't been blogging much cuz im too caught up in all this :/ so here's how it went.
1.BF came home late,his cell phone had no battery, his mom got worried, called teacher & now he has to get home before six.
2.Heard this news from his friend & got pissed cuz he didnt tell me himself.
3.Ignored him & he got worried so he kept calling me.
4.Had a talk & told him i cant take this shit no more, he already has so little time to be with me & now that, so said i just wanted to be friends so that way i wont have so much expectations.
5.He didnt agree & that was that.
6.Continued acting like nothing happened but i kept bringing it up.
7.He finally agreed to be just friends cuz i told him i would keep being angry/upset with him if we keep going liek this.
8.He asked me to hang out, so i agreed
9.Ended up making out -_-
10.He asked if we were still friends, i said yes & he got upset.
11.Got into a big arguement cuz i misunderstood him,said some harsh stuff& we broke it off.
12.Texted me at 3 a.m telling me he loved me ._.
13.Talked to me again last night saying he still cant let go...& he knows it's not good to still be bothering someone liek this after a breakup but he couldnt help it...
14.Told me i didnt know wat i want right now & he said he'd wait.
15.then......we became friends with benefits >___________________<
UGHHHHH.....what have i gotten myself into. I wanna listen to my head but htat would hurt him, plus my heart will later be mad at my head cuz i would start regretting shit but UGHHH! this is no good....i dont wanna be in a relationship like this, i know its not his fault he dont have time.....
But it just pisses me off. I'm at my breaking point :/ SOS help?
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Goodbye
thank you for everything, you will probably never know just how much u meant to me and I guess it's too late now...I learned so much from this and I don't regret being with you.
you taught me what truely loving a person is all about, you taught me that breakups arnt always becuz of not loving enough, that sometimes it's because of loving too much that it hurts, you taught me that not all guys are jerks and that sometimes they don't just love you for the benefits, they just love you(it's too late now too late...) you taught me that loving someone means losing ur pride,you taught me just how much I could take before I finally broke, you taught me just how much stress and critisim a strong relationship can take before it finally ends, you taught me that it's pretty much impossible to be friends with someone u still have so much feelings for,you taught me not to always be so naive, you made me stronger and wiser, you taught me to just be myself and not give a shit about wat others say, you made me realize just how painful a heartbreak can be like, you made me realize that there's no such things as forever at this age,that all good things come to an end because that's life, and that there's no such things as happily ever afters....
my love is like ur shadow, it'll follow u whereever u go,not being together doesn't mean I stopped loving and I know u feel the same.
and I'm not gonna lie,I'm gonna feel an emptiness in my heart for a while, I am gonna be jelouse when u get a new girl,and I am gonna miss you. but I will survive, the independent girl inside me before I met u is still there, I'm gonna be okay.
I guess we both don't got wat it takes to hold on anymore
再见，我会永远默默地爱着你
you taught me what truely loving a person is all about, you taught me that breakups arnt always becuz of not loving enough, that sometimes it's because of loving too much that it hurts, you taught me that not all guys are jerks and that sometimes they don't just love you for the benefits, they just love you(it's too late now too late...) you taught me that loving someone means losing ur pride,you taught me just how much I could take before I finally broke, you taught me just how much stress and critisim a strong relationship can take before it finally ends, you taught me that it's pretty much impossible to be friends with someone u still have so much feelings for,you taught me not to always be so naive, you made me stronger and wiser, you taught me to just be myself and not give a shit about wat others say, you made me realize just how painful a heartbreak can be like, you made me realize that there's no such things as forever at this age,that all good things come to an end because that's life, and that there's no such things as happily ever afters....
my love is like ur shadow, it'll follow u whereever u go,not being together doesn't mean I stopped loving and I know u feel the same.
and I'm not gonna lie,I'm gonna feel an emptiness in my heart for a while, I am gonna be jelouse when u get a new girl,and I am gonna miss you. but I will survive, the independent girl inside me before I met u is still there, I'm gonna be okay.
I guess we both don't got wat it takes to hold on anymore
再见，我会永远默默地爱着你
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