What should i do?

Guys guys guys...i feel so wrong rite now...
it feels like cheating yet it's not..cuz i mean, we're already broken up rite?
ughhhhh....
im in no condition to move on. Period

Oh gawd...

So um guys...i guess that dude that's been texting me is tryna hit on me...
its not completely wrong since me& my bf is all like this now right.
yeah..we had a talk and we both felt helluh tired and wanna give up ]:

anyhoos..i told that dude i wasnt feeling well and guess wat he said...
"dont worry, i'll protect you."
WTF?? i dont know him....

but forreals tho, i hate the fob way of hitting on people. you get their number/SN from someone and then talk to them. but in real life, it's like you two dont know each other. i've experienced something like that back in gal. Lol, i cant stand the akwardness.

Normal ppl would first talk to that girl/guy in person and then get their number. isn't it so much more simpler that way?

News Flash

whereee the hell is my bf when i neeeed him
HOLYY SH**T IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE WITH THIS NEWS!!! >.<
this i cannot tell anyoneee here...
ughhh.....ima explode ];<

heres anotherrr newwsss. the guy who's been texting me,,who supposidly liked the other girll....... he just asked me if i was single -.-
dot dot dot......................
i wasn't sure how to answer, LOL
i mean how do u say friends with benefits in chinese?
so yeah...akwardness now.
&& i heard from my friend that he's pretty good looking and she rejected him...you know wat that meanss...she must really like my bf..
f-u-c-k ):

Picture Post

My face for when my bf is trying to jokingly make me laugh.
Cuz FYI, i actually would get mad !

Love Life

Basically..my love life sucks rite now. i mean our spark is still there it's just that we cant seem to be together w/o fighting no more. & seems like he gets angry so easily now...
& i see the way he acts around other ppl, of girls would like him! but thats becuz they only see one side of him. When he's with me....ugh, im not saying he dont treat me right, it's just that he's other side shows more. & maybe it's the fact that he knows im already he's & i cant run away now...im in too deep.

Idk...we mostly get into fights becuz of his uncontrollable jelousy. i swear he did not use to be like this! he use to not even care if i hanged with other guys. Now, if i just talk to them, he'd get mad. & during breaks, he'd always poke his head into my classroom to check up on me -__-

yeah....yesterday afterschool he saw his guy kept tugging my sleeve, we're just playing. but thats not the way my bf saw it. he said " he was freaking tugging ur cloth off" WTF >.< so yeah....he basically got all mad and sarcastic. aparently, he thought i was soooo "awsome" and soooo "great, and that it was sooo "cool" that im friends with helluh guys and have so much to talk about with them.

i cant help it if i wanna be friendly...idk, he's just gonna have to accept that. plus its just so unfair, it's like he can play around with other girls but the same dont apply to me.

all im saying is i hope we last....

Update

Somebody tell me why the hell does it seem like my live revolve around this other girl now.
1.She was tryna get at my bf wen we're having time apart. Then i had a talk with her & i guess we're cool-ish?
2.Some guy in my class is tryna get at her and keeps asking me for help. Now everytime he see's me he's like "wat should i do, wat does she like, how should i chase her...etc."
3.This other dude that likes her started texting me today,i dont fcking know him and he wont tell me how he got my number -.-

SO SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME WSUP WITH THIS???

ughhhhh! & my bf is a complete asshole when he's jelouse/angry/irritated keeps using her to get me jelouse.
FML! my life DO NOT revolve around her. p.s im gonna sound like a hater but she's not even that good looking. PERIOD.