Love Life

Basically..my love life sucks rite now. i mean our spark is still there it's just that we cant seem to be together w/o fighting no more. & seems like he gets angry so easily now...
& i see the way he acts around other ppl, of girls would like him! but thats becuz they only see one side of him. When he's with me....ugh, im not saying he dont treat me right, it's just that he's other side shows more. & maybe it's the fact that he knows im already he's & i cant run away now...im in too deep.

Idk...we mostly get into fights becuz of his uncontrollable jelousy. i swear he did not use to be like this! he use to not even care if i hanged with other guys. Now, if i just talk to them, he'd get mad. & during breaks, he'd always poke his head into my classroom to check up on me -__-

yeah....yesterday afterschool he saw his guy kept tugging my sleeve, we're just playing. but thats not the way my bf saw it. he said " he was freaking tugging ur cloth off" WTF >.< so yeah....he basically got all mad and sarcastic. aparently, he thought i was soooo "awsome" and soooo "great, and that it was sooo "cool" that im friends with helluh guys and have so much to talk about with them.

i cant help it if i wanna be friendly...idk, he's just gonna have to accept that. plus its just so unfair, it's like he can play around with other girls but the same dont apply to me.

all im saying is i hope we last....