update

-that girl still tryna get at my bf
-i bitched at her
-drama drama drama
-bf put a stop to it

All the drama is over now but im now suspicious of my bf. he mite have done something behind my back. Even tho it was in the time we were broken up, i still think it's wrong and it hurts like hell. why am i suspicious? why did i feel like he was so goddam protective of that other girl's feelings during the drama? why did i feel like there has to be a reason by she even fell so hard for him that she wanna commit suicide when she didn't get him? why was she so upset WITH HIM when he came back to me?

All these questions started to make sense yesterday when someone gave me her blog address to read.. it's starker-ish but hey..i may have got my answer to everything. If all she says is true..then it's over between me & him..forever.

akward..

Lol so um guys...I just got asked out by that dude -_- kinda awkward but yeah. I don't wanna be with one of those guys who wants a gf for the sake of one. I'm not that desperate.
plus me and bf made up,,, let's see how long this'll last