Dec.

Damn, i just realized it's december already O_O they say time flies by fast when ur having fun but...naw, not really. lol. mann...2 more months and it's gonna be a whole year since i moved. sad.. bet everyone pretty forgot me there but u know wat idc, hehe as long as i still keep in touch wif my loves, im good [:

oh, the holiday arts festival is around the corner too.. & im kinda stuck in a horrible position. so at first i was suppose to model cloth for other ppl's designs but then when they ask me to help with the designs. i ended up doing a completely new design and other girls saw & wanted to model it. so now, i became designer. yea, dream rite? noo. cuz i dont like my models. seriously. i dont wanna design cloth for that bitch. yea, takes a bitch to know a bitch. but u know wat? this bitch dont want her designs being worn by the other bitch.
UGH. idk... im thinking bout just calling this thing off. cuz if i design for them, that means i have to spend more time than i have to w/ her, & i REALLY dont want that.
idk, but i have a feeling that this is gonna be one of the things where i just have to force myself through. hate that -_-