News Flash

Okay so turns out im not leaving for XiAn this week. the trip is on the thirty-th this month [: so yay, i get to spend Christmas with my bf ^-^ i hope he dont let me down again tho -_- i know he dont mean to let me down at times but he does it w/o noticing & that's why it's hard to stay mad at him..

cuz cuz...everytime im in a bad mood, i spend some time with him & he ALWAYS manages to make me smile again. he has that magical effect on me.


True, im glad i dont gotta put on a mask around him like i do to everyone else. & dont tell me to just be myself to everyone else, dont tell me anything unless u've been through it walking in my shoes. I cant be myself around em, im too complicated. they will never get me. At least the girls here never will....& i will never get them & their stupid pointless drama either. So it's a waste of time & energy if i keep thinking bout y it'll never work out wif em. cuz the answer is simple," me & them are from two different worlds"

Sometimes i feel like im losing myself..the old me, confident, independent, and happy me. But when im with him, i feel more like the real me than i can ever be around anyone else here. In fact, having him there makes "me" into a even better me. (:

"i love you not only for you, but for who i am when im with you" <3