Everything's a Mess

First i'd just like to say how much i hate china cell phone companies. for reals i talked for an hour and u gonna charge me 40RMB??! grr i hate it -_- so now i use my mom's old phone which came from US. & it wont even fucking let me text or nothing. well it doess but only in english -_- my mom expects me too use 100 bucks in 2 months?? wtf, i know. the hundred left in my account was used up in 3 days>[
fckkk i knowww!
well, my phone dont charge if its getting a call in. but here's wat always happens. i never hear it wen my phone be vibrating so i always end up getting missed calls. & i basically promised myself i wouldnt be distracted from studying but then i would feel bad & call back to apologize for not answering then end up talking for hecka long.

&& TOMMORROW IS FINALSSS! grr...freaking out. but i just cant seem to concentrate so here i am blogging again -_-

well in all, i would say i got pretty much done in a day. aha cramming is sooo my thangg [; so basically, i got down all the material we needed to learn for biology in like 4 hours. ahahahha. i swearr, the side courses like biology,history, or geography u can literally all learn in a day. no kidding (:

hehe stupid biology teacher, i'll SHOW you! muahaha. i'll show u i dont gotta or listen to ur calss & still pass ;DD

So plans for after finals? idk, mite be going on vacation again. hehe everyone is leaving! i swear ]: mhm..so finals for us is three days.
Monday: Chinese 8:00~10:00
Physics 1:30~3:00
Tuesday: Math 8:00~10:00
Biology, Geography 1:30~3:30?
Wednesday:English 8:00~10:00
REST OF THE DAY OFF ;DD
hehe so my friend was asking me if i wanted to go celebrate after finals that day, & at first i was like yea, until she told me they was gonna go drinking -_-
mhm...well idk if i should go anymore...espicially if she's gonna go w/ the guys..
forreals & i know how much they drink! they freaking grew up drinking!
aha but lets just see how the day goes (:

but u guys know wat i really wanna do? i wanna go ice skating on the lake nearby with my bf....*sign...but iono..us spending time together doesnt seem as easy as before no more. i really dont know how to explain this...i miss him, he miss me, but its like we just stuck at that point now.
Okay w/e ima stop thinking about how this shit now...


mhm. i just got this call from this girl...idk why she's being so friendly to me all of a sudden but i can tell it's for a purpose.
I swear..she is the most manipulative bitch i've ever met! she can basically get anything to go her way w/o ppl calling her bossy or w/e. and she has this power to get almost ANY guy to fall for her. no kidding, i've seen it happen. she can get her hater to turn into her admirer.
but iono, i think i should keep my distance from ppl like her...
so right now, she's talking shit about this girl to me -_- aha, her voice sounds so convincing too. Lol w/e, i aint gonna listen to her, ima just live my life & try not to be twisted up in their shit. it's stupid.
hehe i made some excuse about dinner & hanged up (:

hehe but people like her made me realize something. In life there are people you hate & dc if they hate u too, people u dislike but want/need them to like you, people u like but u have to much pride to admit it beacuz they dont like u, and the poeple u just lovee & loves u back.
i think she would be the second catagory. aha, obviously, u should never get into shit w/ people like her. people who look so innocent & cute on the outside but on the inside....Lol, u'll never win :/

alrite gonna do some more cramming now (:

aha areee ya readyyy kids ? ;D
ay ay captain