Another Day Wasted

Oh gawd, wtf. 3 hours past & i still got hecka work to do ]:
i hate procrastinating but ugh....
so here's wat i did wen i said i would do hw:
-phone [caught up on wassup on the days i missed school]
-delivery food came [pigged out, i got fat during vacation, too much good food -_o ]
-chewed gum while spacing out
-had fun annoying my mom ;D
-finally sat down to do hw
&& now on blogger again ;p

Aha, oh well, im already on anyways, i'll take this time to talk about my vacation.
Holy shit, hella shit happened, & i learned a lot of um..watchu call it, dark secrets? about my moms side of the family. yeah...& got to know my grandma's past A LOT BETTER...it made me think she was not the sweet grandmother i thought she was, but im not gonna judge, cuz she's still my grandma & i love her.

Im not gonna get into it cuz its kinda personal but i'll just say my mom's side of the family is REALLY messed up. Like ever since my grandpa passed away, the family torn apart, & my grandma is a hard person to deal with sometimes, i guess u can say, dont get on grandma's bitch list.

During the vacation, my mom found out some stuff & she literally just had a melt down, it had to do with my grandma. & wen i mom finally confronted my grandma bout everything, they both was crying/half argueing. it was weird cuz i felt like a therapist forreal o_o my dad was no help, he was just sitting there,*sign, cant blame him, he's not good in those situations.

So while them two was getting hella upset, i was just saying wat i thought was logical. Lol to my surprise, i was actually helping. Lol i guess i be reading too much of em physicology books, but im glad i helped.

Later my grandma told me how she was so surprised at how grown-up & mature my words sounded & how i helped her think it true. Lmao, so i guess it's a job well done? aha, it's really weird tho, i dont mind wen people blab their drama to me & usually i give good advice. at least thats wat i've been told. But wen it comes to my own problems, im fucking lost -_- I mean in my head, i have a clear view of wats rite or wrong & i tell other ppl to do it. But wen it comes to me, i dont necesarily follow those rules. its so hypocritic but idk...my mind dont wanna listen to my brain sometimes.

I think being a therapist is actaully not a bad occupation, i actually like helping others with their problems. But i was thinking, wat if i had a phyco maniac for a patient. Lol creeeepppy. But i think to be a therapist, u needa get ur own life in order first, cuz if u urself is a mess, who would listen to ur advice rite? I've be hearing about those therapists with their own therapists & that be hella messed up. if u cant get ur own life on track then u shouldnt be meddling w/ other ppl's lifes right. hehe yea, but idk...i seriosuly have no idea wat i wanna be wen i grow up, mhm..it all seems so far away

LOl i've gone off topic, to round it all up, didnt get to do muh shopping on vacation. but did a lotta sightseeing. its okay tho,i aint trippin, i promised myself i wouldnt be so materialistic, besides, theres always next time.plus my grandma gave me over 3 thousand RMB. hehe yay, finally can buy my ipod touch (: the money left, i guess i'll just save it in a bank (:
yeps thats basically it, hehe ima go shower,hw, then bed
Night loves <3