What's love? im not sure anymore. i think im in love & the next im out of it. i say i love you but...do i mean it ? i dont even know myself no more.
"A smart girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left" - Marilyn Monroe
So does this mean im a smart girl? *sign...i fit this quote so perfectly though. i kiss the guys i go out wif but i dont "truely" love them. I listen to their sweet talks but i never believe when they say stuff like : "i'll love you forever". And once i sense that the feeling is gone(even if it's still there for me)...i would w/o a doubt leave them before i am left. i figure it's less painful that way.
That's just me.... i was never that gullible girl,never the one dreaming of fairytale endings, never the one who would oh so easily fall hard for a guy. Maybe the way to my heart is just too narrow.. i just havn't found my "the one"
I have a fear tho. WHAT IF I NEVER FIND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE?
what if no guy will ever make me truely love them?
*sign...no no no ..these stupid thoughts need to be wiped out from my head /:
Well ima make the best with wat i have. cuz seriously, u never know wat you got until it's gone. i have a great bf who i care about a lot. i should be very thankful(:
i should... [sounds like im tryna convince myself LOL]
[ a page from my quotes notebook]
i "love" you my teddy bear <3
~ BaBy Your the Diamond in My Life, I Swear I Don't Ever Want to Lose You
Even though i can't give you my whole heart, i'll try my best to give you all the love i have to offer...i hope that's enough for now.
&I promise i won't make you wait too long.
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