Him & His Complicated Love Life(s)
so like lunchtime me & some girls went to this restraunt & hella pigged out while blabing. aha idk y , but i really like wen everyone sits around the table & just get into the conversation. plus the atmosphere is so relaxing and we can blab on & on & on. yea, & the food is yummy <3
anyways..we got onto the subject of guys...again, aha. then we were talking bout how some flirty girl from class 7 [ my bf's class] got w/ someone from our class.
believe me..for ppl that have love lifes here...OH MYYY, it gets crazy -_-
anywayss, someone was like, u know she got w/ ur bf before too. then all these details of who my bf got w/ came pouring out. =_=
okayyy, like wtf? i think i would be better w/o hearing about em. so far, i know that he dumped a girl becuz she actually liked bugs and collects em. & he took this girl away from my friend.[my friends first love btw,he liked her soooo muchhhh] lol the same friend that liked me before..mhm...so yea..i guess thats y my bf & him dont get along like before no more ...cuz i guess once again, he stole a girl from him. annd i know that he's hella hella hella of a flirt. & some other random details bout them other girls he dated.
i also found out his class is really weird..how do i describe this..it seems like the "datable" people in their class all gone out w/ one another at some point. O_O
& i guess they are moving on to other classes. -_- class 8 <-- my class i remember i asked him about it...he's like yea, i had nothing serious w/ em tho,just playing. ha, should i take his word for it?
ha, i wonder..do i even wanna be with him anymore? idk
i still like him..so much
but thats not enough of a reason no more
cuz he dissapoints me so much
& everytime he does
i feel like my heart is tearing apart what i do know is..i've became kinda dependent on him.
i can't imagine life single now..
i dont like what im turning into but...
if i wasn't in a relationship
life would seriously be so empty for me,
but thats only becuz im here -_-
if only i had my bffs w/ me..
i probably wouldn't ever need a guy
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