Im so fcking tired of everything. i hate how stupid china makes you stay in the same class for 3 years..everything gets so tiring. same people, same drama, & everyone is so fake. but wat else can they do? u r stuck wif these ppl for 3 years so u gotta still get along wif em even if u hate their guts. But i cant take it anymore! the fake friendships everywhere, it pisses me off!
FRIENDSHIP, wat is friendship?? it's a relationship someone you can lean on, someone who will always be there for you & someone you can tell all your secrets & problems to, have fun with, and laugh with. Here it's like, friends are for using,their frienships is worth nothing. But really, it's suppose to be PRICELESS.
& i guess being around the same people so much causes people to lose things to talk about. therefore, theres basically nothing to say anymore than to talk sht about each other. Jeez -_- wen will the stupid schools here realize people can't be with the same people for so long, it just causes problems.
Take for example..mariage. always so sweet in the beggining but how many actually stay problemless till the end. probably only like 0.0000000001% Because your around them too much! you figured out all their problems! & how many of us never had a fight with our parents? but its all NORMAL! because ur around them everyday some problems are bound to come up. But the difference is that parents have to love you but friends dont. &thats my theory for why all these shit start. But you know wat, wat can i do about it...just have to deal with it like everyone else :/
*sign..i wonder wen will the day i stop complaining about my life come. or will it ever come? i lost hope. i learned that w/o hope, there will be no dissapointment. There's this quote: " dont wait for the storm to past, learn to dance in the rain"
Lol, this is soo the storm in my life rite now...but im not doing anything ...yea i am just waiting for the storm to past i guess. stupid but there is nothing else i can do cept for wait anymore.
Gonna go study now, midterms coming up ;p i can be w/e about everything else but the least i can do is get good grades. The way i look at it..it's my only excape. so yea. i remember something my teacher said. if ur not smart, congradulations. if ur not, that means you just gotta make up for the brains by being more hardworking. so yea..i guess i needa be more hardworking :/
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