Anonymous Letters

*hehe i say they're anonymous but some will probably figure & some will never read this. so anyways dont ask me questions on this, cuz i wont tell...hehe yes im mysterious ;D

Dear,________
Honestly, i dont know wat to think of you now. long time ago, i actually had a little feelings for u but gradually we became friends. we had a lot of em heart to heart talks..& i really liked u cuz i though u could understand me. but now..idk..ever since school started...why do u feel so distant. Are u just nice to me becuz u liek me? i know its not that becuz well now...ur still as nice as u were before.& ur so sweet...wat u said to me on my birthday..i will never forget,it was just wat i needed to hear, ur words meant a lot to me. but sometimes..u just come off as arrogant. & it pisses me off. like wat is it wif u? plus always making those little comments about him..dont u think that would hurt me?? all those remarks...r u doing it on purpose to break us up or something? i didnt think u were like that..now i dont know anymore..
Sincerely,
Me

Dear,______
I hella miss you too. i remember all the good time we had back then..but now they r all just memories. I dont know about you but i know i will NEVER forget those happy memories wif u. i will store them in the safest part of my brain. we been through so much together..u accepted me back wen i was my dorky stupid self..& u dealt wif so many years of my stupid problems. Even tho we r so different, i think u are the one person that understands me the most. U helped me get through so much & gave the BEST advice & Even tho ur not here..dont worry our friendship would last forever, no matter where we r. U were my bestfriend, my sister,the peanut butter to my jelly& u always will be.oh god, ima end this letter before i get really sad again..
Sincerely,
Me

Dear, _______
Wow i hope u know that life's been really different without you..idk, i guess u never know wat u got till its gone huh? i think i took all those days with you for granted..never knew it was gonna all end one day..i seriously miss our talks about anything & everything. we've known each other for soo long & practically grew up together..hehe from retards to emos. from enemies to best friends, & we had so many unexplainable moments. When im with you, i can totally be myself& do watever i want. Seriously! ur the one person tat knows almost all of my secrets. its like there r no walls between us. Its really weird, i dont get y we use to hate each other so much before..i know i use to really mean to u & i still cant believe u put up wif that. But u know wat, it just goes to prove how strong our friendship since we made it this far. I really appreciate u listening to my endless blabing & blasting my phone bill ;D I know u r not feeling ur best rite now..& im sorry im not there to be emo wif u.. & i noticed u have really changed ever since high school..idk whether this change is a good thing or bad thing but i can honestly say i will accept u & love u no matter wat.. But i just want u to know. "always stay true to urself, be above the influence,BE WHO U R" okay i sound so lame but w/e..
Sincerely,
Me

Dear,_______
Even tho we dont talk no more..i just wanted to say Thank You. thank you for helping clear my head during those choaic weeks & telling me how to deal wif it all. Even tho we only knew each other for a short period of time. i felt so free wen im wif u. Even tho u teased me & cracked retarded jokes, i knew that u still cared. i will never forget all our deep talks...& how u gave me a new perspective on life..i know now u moved on...But still...thank you for once making me smile,thank you for caring (:
Sincerely,
Me

Dear,_________
Im so confused right now..idk where u stand in my heart atm. i dont blame you, i blame myself...& i feel so bad cuz its just like im using u to make myself feel better. im a ass.i admit it. u were so good to me..being so nice & being one of the first ppl here to actually try to get to know me for ME. not just some outsider freak. during the past few weeks..i knew there were a lotta times i made u angry & hurt ur self respect. im sorry. i guess im just really emotional. yet u always forgave me..& put up wif me for my crazy self. u listened to me wen i was sad..helped me dry my tears..& loved me for me. but as each day passes..we see each other less & less. i guess thats unavoidable...but at times..i feel like i cant really depend on u. ur always so unavailiable . & sometimes i feel like an intruder. its really hard for me rite now cuz i dont know wat to think of u. are u really just one of "those" guys or r u someone who will change my life? idk. sometimes loving you gets really tiring & a lot of times..its disapoints me.
Sincerely,
Me

Dear,________
ur a bitch, ur hot & ur cold. Ur only nice wen u need a favor,U R SO FAKE. FUCK U! i actually think im being too nice to ppl like u. u never did anything sorry to me but i just really cant stand those close-minded, stuckup, loud ppl like u who thinks ur all that, & talk sht about other ppl like ur so much better. ur presense makes me sick. Go to Hell. Earth dont need ppl like you.
Sincerely,
Me

Dear,________
You are one of the most important persons in my life..EVER. yet i feel lik i dont appreciate you enough. im sorry im so bitchy sometimes. but u've been putting up wif me thorughout all those years. i love youu! ur the best anyone could ever ask for. ur always thinking about others & putting urself last. ur so caring & u always try to be as understanding as u can. You Are My Inspiration, your my hero. ILY<3
Sincerely,
Me