So lets do a summary of how it went. woke up in the morning, mom first said happy birthday to me. Ate, went to school. Omg, nobody said happy birthday to me until like second period and gave me chocolate. Then, Lol, my teacher actually remembered and gave me a hug. blah blah blah i was helluh sleepy.
Lunch came and went to that restraunt i invited everyone too.[honestly, i wasnt planning to do anything on my b-day cuz i had a feeling it was gonna suck but then im turning sixteen so...*sign] Sat down, ordered, talked, & ugh, i was just feeling really unhappy for no reason. Then more ppl came with these fancy candles, Lol, the only FUN PART was when they couldnt light the candle and almost flicked specks of fire everywhere. Fire finally lit, sang happy birthday, made a wish. i wished i could achieve this secret goal of mine and find a worthy guy (: LOl, cheesy i know, w/e. Was helluh full, and this other table sent us some drinks and another plate. Then this guy on that table payed for our tab. it was probably like 200 yen or something, hehe that guy's really nice. Actually i feel bad for him, his family is rich and ppl always hang w/ him to freeload and sht, and i felt really bad cuz he left before i could say thanks.
The rest of the day i felt helluh unhappy, i mean i felt almost no joy no happiness, idk where my happy cell went but i was feeling even lonelier than before. I HATE THAT FEELING!!! omg, see the reason i dont like celebrating b-days becuz on the day, ur just SUPPOSE to be happy, but when ur not, it comes out to be a HUGEEEE dissapointment, u feel worse than before cuz u know ur suppose to be happy. Ugh, fuck, i shoulda just stayed at home. I swear im not gonna celebrate my b-day no more until i can actually find someone that i LIKE and can make me feel happy on my b-day.
Also, im single, & this time, it's forreal, the b-day wish i made, that guy is never gonna be him. I'm just sick and done w/ it. He said happy birthday to me and said that he was only being polite. Okay so u had a fight w/ me over the stupidass things u always get mad for, then it's my b-day, u dont celebrate w/ me and tells me happy birthday at 7 p.m over text saying ur just being polite? I wanna smack that mother fucker. No matter how ppl r,how old u get, their b-day is still very special to them and ppl would like a warm-hearted "happy birthday"
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&& thankkkk you for remembering even tho the time difference. yep yep, u always remember my b-day ^^ LOL & i always remember urs.
*muah kiss kiss hug hug
Its almost midnight and i can finally say goodbye to my crappy Birthday.
Goodbye. i don't look forward to u next year.
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