So then i got helluh upset and emo..i kept having these thoughts about what life would be like w/o him here. LOl, after i hypervenilated for the whole night, i started thinking happier thoughts. telling myself to cheer up & that everything is gonna be okay.
LOl yeah guys..im a loser kay, i gotta pep talk myself everytime i get upset about relationship problems. Cuz here,i cant tell anyone my problems cept my bf. 99.9% of em r just curious, not caring. plus they wont GET it. so screw that.
Well so woke up in the morning feeling better. & picked up my phone and saw his text, it said : "亲爱的，我好想你。" [baby, i helluh miss you]
Lol yeah....then he said helluh cheesy shit but hehe. i guess everything is alrite now.
So do Chinese New Year mean a new beginning too? if so, then ima try to be more positive and actually make an effort to get to meet those ppl that i actually wanna meet.im gonna start with a smile ;D But im also gonna be more tollerant of ppl that i dislike....*cough, its gonna be hard :/
aha..but idk, lets see how long this will all last kays (;
my mood swings are killer
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