actually i feel more useless than pissed .
I just found out that my bf's teacher called his mom informing her on our relationship -__- lol first off, i'd like to say asian teachers are bitchasses, GTFO of our bussiness shit. aha but my teacher didnt call my mom so *whew
But yeah...then he got kinda grounded. All this happened and he didnt even bother to tell me until now. helluh dissapointed in him. his reason? he was in a bad mood and plus he didnt wanna make me worry.
here i am thinking, if ur in a bad mood, shouldnt it make u wanna come to someone for support even more? And i'd rather be worried than not know nothing.Fuck, not to mention, im in his fucking GF. This is not what a relationship is suppsoe to be like. Your not suppose to just talk to someone when ur happy. Fucked up shit.
Shit, im sounding like a whiny bitch but w/e. it's that time of the month LOl, i have an excuse. but shit, i guess on a part, it's my fault too cuz i havn't really been being there for him...but it just makes me sad. Cuz if this goes on, our relationship is not gonna last.
And if i ask ppl for advice, most will just say talk about it with him...yeah i should. but idk why these kinda talks r so hard to blurt out..
*sign...we'll see how it goess, we'll see.
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